i believe in myself.

It's about time for a blog I think. It's been a stressful few months and most of my energy was devoted to picking myself up yet again, dusting off my shoulders and diving into the fun task of finding work.

I struggle at times with getting discouraged when a situation I'm disappointed in something (or someone). I hang on too long to pain. I'm moody and sensitive, a Cancer through and through. I don't take rejection well either but I feel like the tide is going to change and my patience will be worth it.

2010 was an interesting year. I started it off with one of my best friends from high school and my little brother in my hometown. As much as I missed California at that time, I'm so glad I was able to reconnect with people again. These people didn't know the crazy me and I was reminded of little parts of myself I forgot.

I was also doing the substitute teacher thing which I believe really helped me get out of my shell for good. Being able to get a room full of rude, obnoxious 17+ year olds to sit down and be quiet for more than 5 minutes would break some people. I yelled and threatened and told them off. Anyone who knows me at all knows I never raise my voice. :P

Then I made the goal to move back to Los Angeles so that's exactly what I did. I remember now that I can do anything I put my mind to. I forget that when things get rough. I'm still looking for the perfect job that will support the life I have planned for myself. I have a vision now and a plan to execute it. I'm doing things out of my comfort zone this year.

This blog is going to get a lot more attention. I have big plans for my little brand. ;)